I wanted to post at the end of the day so I was able to post about how I felt for the whole day...
I have been very chill today. Didn't go to church this morning, but met the in-laws for lunch and a quick visit to Dollar Tree to buy some tests. I wanted to get ten, then put seven in the basket, and eventually bought four. Maybe this will help me wait longer to test. Maybe at 7dp?
Have felt very crampy, but not menstrual crampy. More like stretchy cramps w/ ovarian pain... I am not sure how to really describe the sensation, but it's like my uterus had a work out. I have been a bit tired, but not lethargic. Other than that, not too much other than that.
E spent both of the last two nights with his g'parents. We got him back this afternoon. He played plenty this afternoon at the house, but tonight he is ready for snuggles which is pretty sweet. I am definitely in a different place mentally with this IVF. Knowing how sweet that positive could be, the amazing child it could lead to, the incredible child I have been given. It seems more epic this time. I don't know why since last time, as I thought that was our only chance.
Another sleep, another day closer to seeing what the next step will bring...
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